Showing posts with label Miscellany. Show all posts
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21.7.15

The Edgar Allan Poe BJD Photography Challenge

Hello dear and lovely readers, since my collaborative adaptation of "The Raven" has proven so troublesome, my partner (and author of this guest entry) created a smaller-scale challenge.  I'm sharing it here because I doubt I'm the only one who finds the subject matter inspiring.  The themes are as follows:

I. "It was night in the lonesome October of my most immemorial year"

II. "Spirits moving musically to a lute's well-tuned law"

III. "my life and my bride, in the sepulchre there by the sea, in her tomb by the sounding sea"

IV. "And I sighed to him before me, thinking him dead D'Elormie"

V. "A dirge for her the doubly dead in that she died so young"

VI. "I am dying, yet I shall live."

VII. "And he was a passionate, and wild, and moody man, who became lost in reveries so that he would not see that the light which fell so ghastly in that lone turret withered the health and the spirits of his bride, who pined visibly to all but him."

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 I've been given leave to interpret the Poe quotes as I see fit, so we'll see how this new project goes.  Some things might lend themselves better to a contextual BJD illustration than others.  If any one happens to read this and decides to take on the photo challenge too, I'd love to see the results.  Thanks for reading, as always! :0)


 
 
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13.9.14

Trying to Doll Again

Hello dear and lovely readers,

as a few people may have noticed, I've been away for most of the Spring and all of the Summer.  The reason for the unannounced hiatus is neither uplifting, nor particularly interesting, but I thought that a reasonable first step in moving forward might be to talk about it.

First of all, for the last two years, I've been struggling with the effects of a chronic illness and depression.  These conditions have been trying, but BJDs were always a light in the dark for me.  Even though I did not have the energy to do as much with them as I used to, I always had plans, hopes, and found continual inspiration in the local and online community. 

All of this came to halt in May.  I was working on an outfit for Elena, when her hand caught in the sleeve and snapped at the wrist joint.  Since she's in the process of being modded, I have materials that will probably fix the break.  But after this accident, I fell into a very bad slump.  For months, I avoided DoA, avoided my other BJDs, and paused all my BJD projects. 

Sometimes, I took Elena out of her box to look at her broken hand and half finished mods. Before I could start work again, I would always succumb to fear and sloth.  Even the thought of taking out my other dolls made me feel irrationally overwhelmed.  With a hobby like BJDs, one can Always say, with perfect justification, that there are more important things to spend one's limited amounts of energy on. 

True as this may be, I intend to start blogging and creating again.  My projects might need to be scaled down, or broken into smaller, less daunting pieces.  I might even share some Ever After High and lolita things too, if it helps shake off my creative stupor.  My general goal is to produce creatively, and my specific goal is to resume enjoying BJDs.

Please wish me luck :0)

31.12.13

BJD Resolutions for 2014



Hello dear readers,  I thought that today I might share some of my bjd-related goals and resolutions for the new year.  They are, in no particular order, as follows:

-To edit and post the photoshoot from which the above image is derived.

-To conclude a Once Upon A Time-inspired outfit for Elena.  Progress has been shockingly slow, but the end is (sort of) in sight.

-To finish sewing and then to photograph a Frozen cosplay for Aurora.

-To complete the photography and editing of another Edgar Allan Poe adaptation.  This one is a collaboration :0)

-To continue modding Elena.  I have been quiet about this project because I am not yet convinced it will be successful.

-Possibly to update Marlowe's face-up.

-Possibly to find new eyes for Eric and Aurora.

-Possibly to lessen the dire infrequency with which my dA account is updated.

-Possibly to re-string Madeline, though the task is a dreadful one.

-To take steps (for life in general) toward treating my condition as a chronic un-finisher.


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13.11.13

Fanplusfriend Garden Review: coat, blouse, JSK, and accessories

Hello dear and lovely readers, today I'm digressing from the usual theme of ball-jointed dolls and offering a review of an order of clothes and accessories from the online store Fanplusfriend (F+F).

First of all, I ordered on September 20th, shortly after Fanplusfriend announced their fall sale.  This was my second time ordering from them during a seasonal sale, so I knew there would be a long wait.

I received shipping notice on October 20th, which was faster than I expected.  For the first day or so, my DHL tracking number did not work.  Then egads!  While the tracking sites said the package was still in China, it arrived three days from the time F+F gave me shipping notice.

This was what the package looked like-- amazing how many things they managed to compress in there.


Here are all the smaller packages.


As you can see, I enjoy the colours red and black. :-D

To begin, here are the red stockings and gloves.


I can't find the gloves on the Fanplusfriend website anymore, however they were called something amusing like "Elegant fake leather and fur gloves".  

The gloves were somewhat less red in person than I expected (as you can see in comparison to the stockings)-- and I am concerned that the fur might be real.  That said, they fit and were less than $10.

The stockings are also evading me on the website.  They were listed as something like "Basic solid color leggings Thick Tights *Dark Red" and considering that I paid less than $4.00 for them, I have no complaints.  They fit okay (though at 5'3", I'm glad I'm not any taller) and feel soft.


Again, I can't find the link for this particular wig, but it was the "Fine Dull Wig Lolita Curl Hime Cut Medium Length" style, probably in black.  This one in Brown Light looks similar in length and curls.

Now, finally, I can review something that is currently find-able on the website.


This is the "Scented Corsage" blouse in dark red.  I didn't use custom sizing because they have a standard size that is already a good fit for me.  One thing that slightly surprised me, was that this blouse is cut quite high.  I wouldn't say the Fanplusfriend pictures are deceiving, but I thought the blouse would be longer than just barely past my waist.  Now, with that said: I love this blouse!  It's so dramatic and versitile at the same time.

Here is the JSK.

 


This is the "Classical Gothic Lolita Corduroy Backless Dress".  
I sort of fell in love with this JSK from the first time I saw it on the Fanplusfriend site.  It has a very wearable design and reminds me a bit of dresses from the 1950s.  In person, the JSK was very close to my hopes: the corduroy is light enough that a petticoat can still puff up the skirt, and overall, I think the JSK is perfect for a more casual (even 'almost normal person') coord. 

Only two things that surprised me about this dress.  First, the skirt is a bit longer than I expected.  Since Fanplusfriend does not include any pictures of the JSK on a model, I did not think the skirt would come past my knees-- but it does.  So, the skirt has a more mature/classic silhouette for sure. 

The second thing about the JSK that I was less agreeably surprised by, was the lace on the collar (this is why I posted a detail of it).  I'm not sure if this lace is the same in Fanplusfriend website pictures or not, but it is Much larger than I thought it would be.  The quality is fine, I have no problem with that, just that the width is an inch long, whereas from the Fanplusfriend pictures, I thought it would be more like a 1/4 of an inch wide.  This makes the collar look very frilly.

Still, I don't fault Fanplusfriend for this.  They do mention on the website that they may change fabrics and notions depending on what supplies are available-- and as I said, I wouldn't say there was anything wrong with the quality of the lace, or even the sewing of the lace to the collar.

And now, my favourite piece of clothing!





O, this coat!  This is the most beautiful coat that I will probably ever wear! 

It is the Classical Lolita Thick Wool Double Breasted Fur Lapel & Cuff Coat.  I have no complaints about this item.  Having worn it twice, I believe this coat will be sufficient for Vancouver's mild winters.  The pockets are real, it fits even better than I expected, and I feel like I'm borrowing some magical Victorian lady's clothes whenever I wear it.  Last week, I went for a walk just to have the perfect enjoyment of being in this coat. 

To conclude: my experience ordering from Fanplusfriend was excellent.  There were a few minor things I did not expect, but I would absolutely order from them again.

Thank-you as always for reading, and I hope this review will be helpful for someone interested in ordering from Fanplusfriend Garden. :0)

31.1.13

Eric - Preview



It's been a long, grey January.  I have been working on a photoshoot with Eric to try get through some of these depressing doldrums.  The above picture is from that photoshoot, and I hope to post it in the near-ish future.

For those of you (okay, there's maybe two of you) who were waiting for news on the Enchanted Doll front, I have one word: Alas.  The Regular Mail people did not do their job properly and my would-be client's doll was sent back after being who-knows-where for over a month.

Dear and lovely readers, let this be a lesson to you: the more times we hazard the Post for our hobby, the more often disappointing mistakes are likely to happen.  Always take precautions when sending your resin people for accessory fittings, mods, or painting.


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8.12.12

Zemeno Dark Fairy Figurine Repaint


As anyone who might visit my tumblr at any given time will probably notice, I have a decided weakness for gothy, emotive camp.  

Even before I discovered the world of BJDs, a friend gave me a little Zemeno figurine for Christmas.  Although I had seen such fairy figurines before, I thought that their appeal for me had died sometime around my eighth birthday.  On the whole, this remains true.  However, this Zemeno Dark Fairy Figurine came opportunistically packed with a black and purple flier advertising a number of other fairy figurines.

I had never heard of Zemeno.  They had an underwhelming web presence at the time, so all I knew was that I had seen one of their dark fairies, and I knew where my friend had made the purchase.  This last point acquired additional interest because, amongst the fairies advertised on the purple flier, there was one who, as a tiny printed facsimile, reminded me of an illustration by Edmund Dulac of Scheherazade.  



I went to Millenium, gothic kitsch central, and inquired about the figurine shown in the flier.  Lo and behold, the lantern fairy with the headscarf was available (her company name is 'Eclipse' and you can see her at La Table Ronde's appropriately camp website).  I recall feeling utterly scandalous as I left the store with my lantern fairy; no decent young adult in Art School ever purchases such tacky things, I thought.  Then there was the price.  These were the days before BJDs, and I performed all manner of mental acrobatics to impress upon myself that spending $30-ish on the lantern fairy would not entirely condemn me to the ranks of the hopelessly dissipated and debauched. 

When I returned home and inspected my dissipated indulgence, I discovered that the mass-manufacturing process had not been very kind to my fairy.  Part of her face was globbed onto her headscarf in the manner of a pancake.  The paint around her eyes was not very precise either.  Not having any other suitable tools, since Art School was determined to make me a large-scale painter of Edifying Post Modern Art, I used a sakura fine-liner to fix the pancake face and badly painted eyes.  At least, from a distance, she looked respectable.  However, I was never completely happy with her face.


So, a number years later, I find myself in the heat of procrastination and academic despair.  I take the lantern fairy down from her post, am appalled by the company face-up, and feel a sort of pity for my inexperienced, fine-lining self.  It then occurs to me that I have since painted on somewhat similar objects that cost a great deal more.  I can hardly imagine making my poor fairy look any worse.  So I decided to try giving her a sweeter, more gothic pin-up inspired look. 


What I discovered in the process is that her forehead is strangely bumpy.  I also found an inverted bubble in her nose, which I was only partly successful at filling with acrylic paint.  She's about 10 inches tall, so this makes her my smallest face-up to date.  I used only arcylics, which is another reason why she is not quite as subtle as my BJD face-ups.  Maybe in several more years, I'll have improved sufficiently to do attempt another repaint.  For the time being, I think she looks tolerably better.

She has azo red on her lips, raw umber and mars black on her eyes and eyebrows, titan buff on her nose, and ultramarine blue in her irises. 

As always, thank-you very much for reading! 


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23.11.12

Essay Land


It's that time of the year again.  I blame my lack of recent updates on this situation of most direful essay-writing.

On the upside:

Iplehouse has released three interesting nYID boys (Justin is my personal favourite), and I might (might-- I said might!) soon be in the position to speak in a more informed way about Marina Bychkova's Enchanted Doll resin line. 

One may also notice a few books in my stacks that pertain to dolls.  Who knows, but perhaps I shall have some research-induced thoughts to share in the future.


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27.7.12

Different Dolls





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So, because I promised an update before the end of the month, yet have taken nothing but astonishingly hideous pictures since the last post-- I hereby introduce another aspect of my doll fascination.  These three digital dolls were all made at Doll Divine, a site that has absorbed more days of my life than I care to count. 

The two ladies were made using the "Erte Elegance" game, while the outdoor and indoor looks for the gentleman came from the "Dandy maker" game that is currently in beta-testing.  I look forward to its final version with much glee. :0)

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2.4.12

Lady with a Parrot by Eugene Joors

(cross-posted from my very new & addicting tumblr).

I love this picture!

The more I look at this image, the more innuendo I seem to see. So suggestive, the way her dress almost flesh-toned, and the manner in which she’s stroking the parrot’s head… I’m guessing she’s a prostitute or someone’s kept woman.

The setting is mash-up of 19th century orientalism and japonisme, possibly (or probably) meant to evoke a sensual and luxurious atmosphere, ripe for the projection of European (sexual and colonial) fantasy.

The crane in the background (whose pose mirrors the parrot's position) reminds me of Manet’s Nana. There, it was supposed to signify female vanity. Here, the avian imagery in this painting is taken further, with the parrot and the feathered fan. By visually linking the lady to the parrot and the crane through the fan, Joors is casting her in the role of a decorative pet. Her fan looks like an evening fan, while her dress— her dress is odd. It has the high collar that one would expect on a day dress, but the sleeves are short enough that she can wear long gloves (causing that unexpected slash of flesh, right at the middle of the sleeve, so that the sensitive spot inside the elbow will be exposed if she unbends her arms). I suppose her clothing is as ambiguous and as erotisized as the lady’s social position.

Her face is turned away from the viewer, which both impedes our access to her as a subject, even as it allows our gaze to view her face more comfortably as an object. Her body, corseted and padded into fashionable curves, is turned directly to us- is almost offered to our gaze as a thing we can apprehend— and her meticulously painted pink ear is an open orifice, passively (yet alertly) awaiting someone’s command: come over here.


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8.12.11

In the Thick of It



I've been meticulously placing sticky-notes in books for the last three weeks. It's all a bit over-whelming at the moment, but since the ordeal is as much temporal as it is intellectual (and very often it feels more temporal than intellectual), almost everything will be over by Saturday, for better or worse. >.<

20.11.11

18th Century Automaton

There are dozens of things I should be doing right now.

But having discovered this fascinating thing via The Ornamented Being, I decided that it was absolutely necessary to drop everything and make a link for future reference.

Hmm, yes. Necessary for science.



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3.9.11

In Limbo

I'm starting a new term in a few days, and the dread of that has more or less paralyzed me.

Den of Angels is also hosting a contest, and I am nearly at my wits' end with curiosity. After the results are posted, I may or may not have images to share.

There is also a photostory in the works, and assuming that I can escape the paralysis of school-induced dread and doll-induced suspense, I will finish it quite soon.

Until I have something substantial to post, here is Mr. Black looking out of a window at an airport in San Francisco. He is in a bag because I disguised him as a carry-on.


22.7.11

Things to Come

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More mountains, for those of you living in the midst of record breaking heat.

I have some minor doll-related news coming up, as well as more about Shen from Kung Fu Panda 2.

In the mean time, everyone who found Shen interesting should see this brilliant (and adorable) fan video!




I enjoyed this other tribute video too, but it's set to a Linkin Park song, so if you are over the age of 13, you may want to plug your ears, at least for the sake of appearances. ;0)




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5.7.11

Lord Shen



Spoilers ahoy!

Yes, I saw Kung-Fu Panda 2 on the weekend. Without having seen the original and knowing that this was a sequel, I did not have terribly high expectations.

We were about ten minutes late, so we missed the introduction to the film. "Meh, well, I'm sure it will be at least a bit funny," I thought as we stealthed into our seats. And then this white peacock stalked into the frame.



Animated villains in movies are often fairly stylish, presumably because they are meant to be seen as a bit vain, kinky, or otherwise trying to compensate for their many personality flaws with Fashion.

So, accustomed as most of us are to the stylish appearance of animated villains, I was not immediately impressed by Shen as a character. Numerous villains wear nice clothes and have a flashy fighting style. Not so many, however, are given amazing voices by Gary Oldman and evince the sort of tragic dimension that one finds in this very, very bitter white bird.

One imagines that he probably smells like jasmine tinged with sulfur, and his voice reminds me of a semi-dry port wine. Intoxicating and disgusting, he mixes refinement with savagery. According to the Wikia article on Shen, the armour on his claws is not only a weapon, but conceals burn marks on his feet, suggesting his primary strategy for coping with loss.

From the beginning, we learn that the possible neglect of his royal parents leads Shen to experiment with turning fireworks into weapons. Then, his exile drives him to not only forcefully reclaim his ancestral lands, but also gives him ambitions to conquer the rest of China and destroy kung-fu. Finally, after Po has destroyed Shen's fleet of cannon-equipped ships, Shen again throws himself into violence rather than heed Po's advice to let the scars of the past fade.

"I don't care what happens to scars!" an exasperated Shen shouts at Po, but throughout the movie he is shown either shooting canon balls at the things he fears will wound him, or hardening himself against accepting the pain that he has already felt.

In the Girardian sense, he commits an act of impure violence by massacring the panda village. He sees his attack as an attempt to free himself of the Soothsayer's prediction that he will be destroyed by a warrior of black and white, and so, although he is a prince, his actions defy the stability of the status quo. Rather than embrace the pure/sacred violence of Kung-fu that is practiced lawfully and promotes social stability, Shen chooses the volatile force of gun-powder, which threatens the positions of the elite kung-fu practitioners and therefore possesses the ability to create a crisis of difference. If the masters of kung-fu can no longer enforce their positions in the social hierarchy with the sacred violence of kung-fu, an apocolyptic upheaval may occur.

"All losses of difference ... involve violence; and this violence is contagious" writes Girard in Violence and the Sacred, and so Shen's cannons manifest an impure violence that can be welded to unmake the world as the protagonists perceive it (281). Stripped of the rituals of kung-fu, the canons offer a violence that does not differentiate between commoner and master, and "when this difference has been effaced, purification is no longer possible and impure, contagious, reciprocal violence spreads throughout the community" (Girard 49).

In one sense, Shen is an opposite to Tai Lung, who adheres so closely to the rites of kung-fu that his desire for the dragon scroll destroys him. There is a moment in the first Kung Fu Panda movie where Tai Lung opens the scroll and sees his own face reflected there, just as Po did.

If Tai Lung were a little less dogmatic in his practice of kung fu, he might have been able to see himself a dragon warrior too. This, however, would have required a kind of crisis of differentiation. The laws, myths, and rituals of kung fu would have needed to collapse in Tai Lung's psyche, allowing him to tear down the conventions that shaped his over-whelming will-to-power. Instead of seeing himself reflected in the scroll, Tai Lung sees only a useless double, unable to satisfy to his ambitions to become a master among masters. This shadow double is all that he perceives in himself as not merely mundane, but abject-- aspects that he has excluded and repressed in order to be the ultimate practitioner of kung fu.


"Who the hell are you calling mundane?"

Although Tai Lung does, to some extent, act as a rebel who defies the status quo, what he most craves are the words of the sacred order. His desire for these words sustains him through every conflict, and so, while Po is able to dismantle his conceptions of the sacred order enough to comprehend the dragon scroll, Tai Lung is destroyed by his own rigid adherence to convention.

By contrast, Shen embraces his role as a monstrous double. When Tai Lung lay imprisoned, he remained in thrall to the notion that a sacred scroll of kung fu could grant him more power and make him a master among masters.

But Shen, banished into exile for his attempt to subvert the status quo as defined by 'fate', never excels at kung-fu in the way that Tai Lung does. Due to his physical limitations and the impact of his banishment, Shen learns to see kung-fu as a convention and an obstacle that might be defeated. Rather than believe that fulfillment can be bestowed by the word of the sacred order, Shen states that one must take happiness --preferably with the impure violence of his canons, and probably in the way that Machiavelli urges one to take the lady Fortune.


"Fire ze missiles!"

And so Shen returns, changed and frightening, like all things othered and repressed. He has his ancestral throne thrown out of the palace and replaced with a canon to demonstrate his refusal to partake in the rituals of the established hierarchy. When the Soothsayer asks if he will be content with conquering the earth, Shen replies that this "will be a start."

Although Shen makes this response into a quip, it is quite an honest statement. The impure violence that he advocates is a contagion, and he knows it. He also knows that no amount of forcefully obtained territory will repair the emotional damage that he feels has been done to him, even if he generally tries to convince himself otherwise.

Having rejected the sacred order and the purifying violence of kung-fu, Shen has also exiled himself from the stabilizing elements that might afford him some peace. Spheres appear throughout the movie, and Shen's cannon balls are depicted as a fiery, consuming force that is repeatedly juxtaposed against the single, round water-drop that Po meditates on while rediscovering his own painful past.

Again and again, Shen chooses the destructive path over the healing one. Unlike Po, he is far too alienated from the sacred order to attempt a re-entry. Po overcomes his unhappy beginning because he still values the peace of the status quo and subscribes to the purified violence of kung fu. Although he briefly touches upon the idea of vengeance, Po's fight against Shen functions more as a rite of passage. As Girard says, "instead of avoiding the crisis, the neophyte must advance to meet it, as his ancestors did before him. Instead of fleeing the most painful and terrifying aspects of reciprocal violence, he must submit to each and every one of them in the proper sequence" (283).

For Shen though, the purified, watery path of inner peace is an impossibility. He cannot bring himself to submit to reciprocal violence in the accepting manner of Po. In his defeat, after Po reveals the way in which he has avoided being consumed by the pain of his past, Shen chooses a final fight, not because he thinks he can win, nor because his resistance makes him any less miserable, but simply because, as a person who has rejected the hierarchy of the sacred order, he sees that there is now nothing left for him but death and violence.

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So yeah ... right now, I love the idea of Roderick doing a cosplay of lord Shen. We shall see if anything comes of it.

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8.6.11

Tea for Two

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I've been meaning to post this picture for a while. It was a very pleasant afternoon.

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8.5.11

Mountains in Motion


Whenever we drive through the mountains, I like to take pictures.

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I now have hundreds of pictures of mountains from various trips to visit family. Many of them are blurry or have a telephone pole in the middle (and usually that telephone pole is blurry too)-- but there are always a few haunting remembrances that surface with thunderous, lonely force.

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2.4.11

Rose Fragments

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